Priortize

What are your current Priorities?
What were your past priorities?
Do you think the Current priorities will change to different priorities in the Future?

I am definitely one that has to keep an active list of priorities...
Why?
Because it's easy for me to lose focus on what's most important because I stay so busy.
When you have so much to do in each 24 hour day...
In My Opinion, it's nice to have a order to what most definitely must get done before the day is out.

Now if your an adult, some things are permanent unwritten priorities
Wash
Brush
Dress
For example.....

Well I am trying to add to that permanent unwritten list for myself and/personal priorities...
Exercise
Pray/Study His Word/Be a blessing to someone less fortunate or in need
Earn Money

That's my short list... there are some other things that I wish to have as permanent fixtures too...
I may discuss those in another blog.*
But just to stop and think of all the other things that I could possibly add to my day that I wish to get accomplished is overwhelming to say the least. So I have to often remind myself, it's ok that the "less important" priorities aren't going to get done daily- every day. But!- to leave them on my list daily to continue to push myself to do better, reach father, and to stay busy.
Staying busy with a list of positive priorities (positive being defined by you for your own personal goals as a human being) keeps us out of trouble right? I don't like to think about one second that I let pass by where I wasn't doing something constructive. Having ADHD helps with that ;-), working out as much as I do and having a lot of energy also helps with that.

But just now I took a breath and stared at the wall....oh no! #timewasted
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I want to end this blog with saying this about your past vs current vs potentially future priorities....
If YOU have a goal for your future that you canNOT accomplish or reach without changing your daily/weekly/monthly priorities NOW.
Re-do Your list, and better yet - look at the list every so often to make sure it's updated.

A vision board you glance at daily might help ;-)

Am I good enough?

Pick Me!
Pick Me!
Pick Me!

Anyone else ever feel like we go through this our entire lives?
When your born you seek your parents love and affection.
When your little you hope the popular kids want to be your friends.
When you reach adolescence you hope the boy/girl you like, likes you.
When you finish school you hope the company you are dreaming of working for hires you.
When your dating you hope the grown man/woman of your dreams asks to be with you forever.

I often recall in life, times where I was trying my HARDEST to be "picked"...I was NEVER picked.
Left feeling alone, and undesired.
But then, when I constantly work on self improvement and competition in all avenues of life...
Work..Career...Business... Health.. Beauty.. Spirituality... Education.. Mental Strength..Humility...Love..
There become way too many options to choose from. All that seem to have "chosen me" in one way or the other... I digress... this is not a "grass is always greener on the other side" Post...

So let me re-direct My Thoughts...

What is the easy answer for what/who you strive to be?
Other then God's Child striving to follow his footsteps and become the Christian he calls you to be....
Have you set a Bar for "Good Enough" or Excellence of one self/"You"...
If you have been able to determine what that might be for YOU...what are you measuring against?
How did you come about that set marker? What will you do when you reach that? Stop working hard to better yourself?

Whatever you do.... don't set the Marker based on any other human being's acceptance.
Its a good chance YOU are your number one supporter, and motivator to be better/best/great.
Even if you don't know it yet. :)
Maybe this will be a wakeup call for you...and me.. 

FaithFULL

Dear Lord,

 Please help me keep my Faith Steady.

 It's so hard to know and believe everything will be "alright".
 Mainly because I think what's in most human's head as what feels or what we desire in order to be "alright" may have nothing to do with what you have planned for us.
 I pray to not be a burden on others.
 I pray to not be taken advantage of and "feel it" happening unless there is a lesson from you for me, in it.
 I pray for the strength to always stay bubbly and deal with life transitions with a strong stand and huge
 smile.
 I pray.

I know you got me. Every now and then something happens only that I would notice that reminds me. Usually when I am the most uneasy.
I love you.
Thanks for being my #1.

Your Child.