What I love about being an Adult

Today I had a experience that made me think of when I was still someone else's primary responsibility.
It made me really stop and think about why I like being grown.

You ever feel like only people who really aren't GROWN say stuff like that?
I run into elderly people occasionally that seem to be very wise that say things like...
"Chile, I wish I was young again, free from decision making, bill paying, or worrying to much about life.."
Although 30's is no where near mid-life...and now a days I guess it's the new 20...right now I prefer it over 10.

But guess what in one quick leaf drop can make an Adult seem to have the same problems as a Child...

Lack of money. 

Yep.
I said it. #sucks right?

I dont want to share...

I am a only child.
But most times if I could I would share my last dollar.
My mom tells stories of when I would give away real jewelry for shiny plastic jewelry when I was a little girl if a childhood friend asked.

But....
Sometimes...I don't want to share.
This is still a rare feeling for me.
But I am not talking about materialistic things or items that be bought.
I am talking about a feeling. For a person.
A special feeling.
I don't want to share meaning, I don't want anyone but me, to have a similar feeling for 'this person'.
Is that unfair?
Has to be right? Because you can't stop others from their 'feeling'
Not even when you are obligated to that person and they are obligated to you.
Its not inevitable all the time..but definately possible.

How many people can YOU be infatuated/in love with at once?