I dont want to share...

I am a only child.
But most times if I could I would share my last dollar.
My mom tells stories of when I would give away real jewelry for shiny plastic jewelry when I was a little girl if a childhood friend asked.

But....
Sometimes...I don't want to share.
This is still a rare feeling for me.
But I am not talking about materialistic things or items that be bought.
I am talking about a feeling. For a person.
A special feeling.
I don't want to share meaning, I don't want anyone but me, to have a similar feeling for 'this person'.
Is that unfair?
Has to be right? Because you can't stop others from their 'feeling'
Not even when you are obligated to that person and they are obligated to you.
Its not inevitable all the time..but definately possible.

How many people can YOU be infatuated/in love with at once?